Instead of killing myself to get up with the boys by myself tonight, I asked my mom to keep them. I've taken 1/2 of a Xanax (half of an 0.25 mg tablet). i hope it is enough to help me sleep. Even though I know it is difficult to get up with them solo and then go to work, it is still hard for me to leave them.

Oh, now that I've caught a break, I did post some more pictures.