Co-worker told me again today that she thinks I have depression. We had a long talk about it. I've been to therapy for anxiety/depression before. I chose therapy because I felt like I needed better skills to cope with my life and changes that come in my life.

The way I feel now is very different from that time in my life. I think for the first time, I finally understand the differences in a chemical imbalance and environmental/life skills contribution to depression. There is no doubt in my mind that my life has been turned upside down. However, I've not been able to take it in stride like I normally do. Stacy told me that I've been very negative and that she really noticed it while I was still pregnant.

I just called my doctor and they will be calling me back. I had called a woman from my church last week and believe it or not, she called me back in the middle of this post. God, I'm listening... please give me some answers.