went to mother in law's house after church. husband and mother in law proceeded to get into an immediate argument over some shower invitations for a party SHE is giving us. SHE asked us to print them on OUR computer. apparently she told cory to have them over there today so that she could mail them today. um, the shower is a month away. don't freak out over a day lost. (she wants to mail them tomorrow). I left the room where they were arguing and sat on the nice screened in porch. i played a game of tic tac toe with my nephew and ignored the others. they are all going to have heart attacks or strokes one day. soooo stressful. i wish she realized how her chronic anxiety and worry affected everyone else. i am convinced that she has diagnosable Generalized Anxiety Disorder.

i have felt like i'm in a fog since we went over there. i think it is the weather because it seemed to change instantaneously from sun and warm to rain, wind and cold. i've been fighting back a headache and feel generally sleepy. i did not sleep well last night and started having weird dreams. not dreams really, they almost seemed like "visions." i don't have flashbacks because i've not survived anything traumatic, but it kind of felt that way. i don't really want to say what the dream was because it is pretty scary. i guess my anxieties were coming out as i was half asleep, half awake. that tends to happen, you know.

ok, i need to go format this shower invitation. i know that she doesn't have a computer/printer, but i feel strange doing my own shower invitation. oh well....